In this captivating autobiography, Rylan Isabella takes readers on a deeply personal journey of faith, disillusionment, and ultimate redemption. From a young age, Rylan was immersed in the beliefs and traditions of her Christian upbringing. As she reached adulthood, a growing sense of disconnect and inner turmoil led her down a dramatically different path. Seeking answers and an outlet for her turbulent emotions, Rylan was drawn to the raw, unconventional world of electronic witch metal music, where she rose to prominence as the lead singer of a boundary-pushing band, Kissing In Graveyards. With her powerful vocals and unapologetic stage presence, Rylan channeled her spiritual yearnings and psychological unrest into a dark, intense sound that resonated with a devoted underground following. Her life spiraled into a chaotic whirlwind of addiction, occult exploration, and a desperate attempt to fill the void within by summoning Satan himself. In the throes of these destructive behaviors, Rylan sank deeper into a state of hopelessness and despair, questioning everything she had once believed in. Yet, even in her darkest moments, a glimmer of hope remained, and a chance encounter with a spirit-filled prophet in a hair salon reignited Rylan's curiosity about the God she had once known. Determined to put God to the test, she challenged Him, and to her astonishment, He responded profoundly and undeniably, setting her on a transformative journey back to faith. Through this gripping memoir, Rylan vulnerably shares her rollercoaster of experiences, offering readers a raw and redemptive testament to the power of God's unwavering love to rescue even the most lost and broken souls.